at this rate i'm going, i'll be visiting woodbrigde really soon. i am super sad to get locked up at home because of dad and mom. i cant go against their wishes, can i? i need to go town and breathe the air there. i want to go church and worship god and hang out with the people. i dont need any retail therepy now, i just need to walk around outside and see people instead of staring at the walls home. i know i should stay put and mug or else i'll get heartbreak when the results are back. but its so difficult to coup yourself always. oh my, save me from me. i bet i'm the most boring guy anywhere you can find now. ah somebody give him some mental strength to pull this through. and i hope my plant utilities can get a B+, i'll be so dissapointed if its only a B. i know i'm trying to be so random here now and being such a whiny asshole because i'm trying to type this entry as long as possible just to pass some time and to vent some anger since i cant possibly scream suddenly out of nowhere and shock everyone and make them worry for me and they would think that i'm insane and i'll try to explain to them and makes me feel more frustrated than ever so i'll become even more crazy and woodbrigde would automatically come knocking my door earlier to prevent me to cause harm to people. what F_ _ _ ing entry is this.